tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3668482602462920450.post3334394948056148514..comments2023-09-24T08:22:37.304-04:00Comments on the truth about me.: i find myself searching for old selves.missinsanity.http://www.blogger.com/profile/16681773964594329157noreply@blogger.comBlogger2125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3668482602462920450.post-69858698424030889102014-11-08T20:23:20.825-05:002014-11-08T20:23:20.825-05:00I'm always reading back in my old diary, i thr...I'm always reading back in my old diary, i threw many out because i couldn't stand to read how fucked up i was as a child...but kept the one from a few years back. But you are the same person, that innocence, self worth, confidence...everything, is still inside you, because it's always been a part of you, it's just a little hidden right now. You have to dig it out :) Just believe me when i say it's there. Love always xxDepressed Skinny Mess.https://www.blogger.com/profile/13172780602349282824noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3668482602462920450.post-36166018742728531772014-11-08T17:05:37.715-05:002014-11-08T17:05:37.715-05:00I read through my old journals a lot too. I have k...I read through my old journals a lot too. I have kind of a weird curiosity about 'what happened on this day X years ago?'. I always over-detail everything in my journals these days because I can't stand not remembering what what happening behind short, sometimes obscure entries. <br /><br />You are still the same person, even if you feel or behave a little differently now, you are still the same Self that you respect looking back on. Of course you behave/act/speak differently now. You have grown up. And I don't necessarily mean in a 'child becoming an adult' way, but in the sense that we all change as years pass by. We're very different at 8 years old to how we were at 5, and the same at 13, and 16, and 18, and 20 and 40 and 60. We change how we behave/act/speak/think/whatever, but that doesn't change who we are at our core. <br /><br />I hope the kind-of-but-not-really a date went well. I think the whole 'no one can love you until you love yourself' thing is a crock of shit. I see it the other way. How are we supposed to love ourselves until we've felt what being loved feels like?<br /><br /><3<br />xxBellahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/07544398450025713725noreply@blogger.com