posture.

i've decided.

i hate sleep. i reject it. (i've always hated sleep, but i still accepted it more or less. not anymore.)

when i sleep, i miss out on the opportunity to do other things. (i'm not sure what those things are at the moment, but if i was asleep, i sure as hell wouldn't be able to figure it out.) also, the longer i stay awake, the more puck and i can talk. and i can clean my room. and i can do all of the assignments i've got to do. and other things.

the trick to not falling asleep isn't caffeine. at least for me. that doesn't work. the crash is inevitable.

it's all about posture.

if i stay upright, my eyes will stay open. i tested this theory. so far it's working.

and the longer i stay awake, the more i can study for finals and whatnot.

no reclining, no lounging, so hunching, no slouching. and no laying, for sure. just doing. an endless procession of verbs.

the end of the school year (also known as finals season) is probably not the best time to test the limits of my mind. or maybe it's the best time. we'll see how long i stay awake. my goal is: the entire weekend. possibly even monday afternoon. which is a little over 72 hours. it's almost been 24 hours so far.

wouldn't it be funny if i stayed awake to study for finals--which aren't even this upcoming week, but the week after, i believe-- and i overslept and missed all of them?

i said funny but i meant typical.

i know it's probably going to turn out to be horrible idea. and i if i do stay awake that long, then hopefully i don't snap in front of puck  because he'll be absolutely terrified. as well he should be. but whatever. i like this plan.

honestly.