when a day begins like that, where can it go?

sometime yesterday, after i got home from shopping at a thrift store with my mother, my friend lee and i started talking. just catching up with each other, since we go to different schools and don't talk much anymore. and we were talking about classes, working out, and--

you know what, i'm not even going to beat around the bush. it's too early. red has a girlfriend. she's really very pretty. although, i'm not sure if i believe that, or if i'm just saying that in an attempt to be a good loser here. at least we can still hang out and play the guitar together. that's a small victory in itself. and i can totally still sing near him. or to him. because it's a goddamn free country and his girlfriend doesn't own his ears or anything. i mean, that's just ridiculous

moving on to a healthier (haha!) topic, i think i might start the tss diet today (maybe). actually, i will. my brain is all over the place right now. i'm trying to focus on like, actually telling you something instead of having you read things that don't matter. 

where was i....

i don't know.

so yeah, i'm going to do more exercise. maybe fix my hair-- i don't know. i'm just going to go with the flow today. wing it. ad-lib. improvise. jazz it up. i'm rambling. i think i'm in mental limbo. does that make sense? like, i'm in between trains of thought? i'm standing on a train platform and one train is going towards a depressed state of mind and the other is going towards i guess, everything else. basically the rest of my life. i don't know. 

MY BRAIN IS LIKE FURRY CHEESE WITH A SIDE OF PICKLES RIGHT NOW. i don't even like pickles. or furry cheese.

i should... stop typing and go exercise now.



kes said...

I think like that sometimes. If I type stuff, I usually delete it though because I get to the point where I have no clue what I was saying and I'm like "Screw it!" so I delete it. But exercise might clear your mind so go exercise. And good luck with the diet.

Run said...

I get like that when blogging. I have it all worked out in my head what I am going to say and then when it comes to writing it out my brain turns to goo.

Good luck with the diet.

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